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I cannot save you, I can’t even save myself
08.09.19 22:48

I’m not happy with my life. I don’t know what to do about it.

Sam got married and they just had a baby. I still have dreams about him.

Patrick is the only guy I can realistically see myself with, but there is no future with him.

Nate is the only guy who wants to see me, but he’s the one I decided to use to prove to myself I don’t put up with any shit and I will not compromise my own virtue for some asshole.

My semester is over and I have just under a month to try and have some semblance of a life. I can’t stop thinking about how unhappy I am.

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